换新工作，已经第二次哭了。。
很没用吧。。
可是真的很难受。。
Thanks Ms Molly, u always have very good advice for me..
I really learn n have different point of view after have little talk with you..
Today i will make it as my last day crying in hotel, and show them, im not soft!!
回家路上，一直告诉自己，我做得到。。
反反复复一直想着今天所发生的事。。
Its tough but i need to do it..
You pushing me around, gv me pressure, last time, i cried.
but now, i will straight my back and tell you: you expect me to do so, so u tell me what should i do now..
i wont be keep the bad feeling to my self, but i will throw the burden to you..
i love my self, it not a necessary to hurt my self and let u feel good..
As Ms Molly say, u wan resign, of course you can,
but tats prove u cant make it and u lose, they win..
you must win, let them know they lose, tat time will be the right time u resign..
Take it as challenge, make your self firm!!
It not easy, but try!! never try, never know..
Yesterday saw an article printed at newspaper..
How to free your self in a passed and broke your heart's memory..
5 question to clarify u hate or already forgive the person..
1. How's its happen?
2. You still hate the person?
3. You might not hate him/her, but u still don't like him/her.
4. What u learn from the passed?
5. What you wan to tell your self when the passed happen?
1 of the way to free your self is face to face, talk with the person caused the passed.
I preffer go for 2nd choice,:
Talk with a doll, assume doll is the person, ask question, and answer accordingly with the answer you expect.
Dun think about the answer u answered its wont happen, just make it happen..
If wan to cry, CRY.. Let go the emo from your self.. Free your soul~~
Its WORK..
Good night, Thank you i have today, at least i still alive~~
