Throwback Love Life - 11

 Jun 17, 2014

From him:

Josephine My Love.

This will be the first time I'm doing this. Never I had done this before.

My princess has gone out to enjoy with friends in a wonderful hotel in kl. The whole night for the past few days I could not sleep properly. 

Thinking of her to much. I would want her back no matter what it takes. But I felt so hurt when I am now the one going after her again like the rest of the guys. More hurt is when I always think, hear, and talk about chew. I don't hate him, but he is my rival that my girl is so close with until I don't have much in her heart anymore. I know it's my fucking mistake but I can't make things back. 

The morning when I start to wake up preparing for work, I had a feeling that she will be coming back home today but I don't know it will be just picking up her stuff or back home. However, I had left a note on the bed just to tell her that I still care and loved her in a simple way. The evening when I came back, I was so missing you like we just started as a couple again. But sadly you aren't around. I can feel the hurtness that you felt when I was not at home for the past one month. The house can't be called a home without you around. It feels empty.😥 

I want you to come back to be with me. But I don't want you to be back like your old self. I want the enjoyment of new you and your old warm loving care. I guess it's already perfect girl or wife as described. Im so worried that I one day won't be the one anymore. I'm so sorry Princess for what I have done. Please forgive me as I was an idiot all along with a selfish heart. You had me all along the right one, but I throw it away. 

I promise that I will never do all of the dislikes again. 

Oh Princess when will you be my girlfriend  again and soon be my wonderful wife?? 

Praying, Hoping every night and very hard that it will be soon. My Love💗 is yours forever.