From him:
I just
woke up. I miss you so badly and I'm having nightmares again. Why are my
nightmares all I can remember? Is it good or bad? Why does it happen
like this? It is so suffering. Every night have to feel scared of my
princess been gone one day. And then everyday I have to feel so
emotional towards you. I feel so stress and emo towards you princess..
Can this stop?? Last night dream, I ask my self, if you don't want to be
with me and want to be with chew. What will I do? What is going to
happen to me? My circle will never be complete anymore? And him gets
you.
When we went to Aloft hotel
yesterday, you say you wanted to show me the place, but I know you
wanted to see him before you go back to Ipoh. Another this is when you
meet him, you are quite happy. I don't know I should be happy that your
happy or be sad. I was just behind seeing with my own eyes that you and
him is going to be together. I don't know what to do?? And I'm here
lying on the bed, crying badly on what to do to get you back.
Oh
GOD plz guide me. I don't want to have this feeling anymore. I'm so
sorry that I did all of this. I didn't mean to. I have realized all that
I did was all shit. But im sorry for what I have done seriously. I
don't want to let all of the things that she gone through badly with me
again. I love her so much. Plz forgive me a lord and plz make her
forgive me again for the last time and make her come back to me. I
promise to take good care of her like a princess. I really love her so
much. She is my world now. Amen.
To My Princess. I'm very sorry to have stressed you up with my questions. I realized with the questions I had asked, made you pushed me away even apart. It's sad but it's how I feel. I'm sorry to make a burden to you. I just want to make things right again. I'm sorry princess. What ever you do, most important you must take care. I will love you where you are and where your at. I will be waiting for you only. That's all I can do. To get you is the only thing I want to make my half. No matter what, I still love you, I will be waiting for you, and your my only one. No one else can replace that.
To My Princess. I'm very sorry to have stressed you up with my questions. I realized with the questions I had asked, made you pushed me away even apart. It's sad but it's how I feel. I'm sorry to make a burden to you. I just want to make things right again. I'm sorry princess. What ever you do, most important you must take care. I will love you where you are and where your at. I will be waiting for you only. That's all I can do. To get you is the only thing I want to make my half. No matter what, I still love you, I will be waiting for you, and your my only one. No one else can replace that.
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