May 30, 2014
So, I'm waiting.. Waiting for the answer and waiting to see by my own eye..
Is better talk to u here.. Just like talk to a invisible person.. Don't know when u gonna see this but at least I wrote down every moment every word I wan to say to u.. How r u? How u doing recently? Are u feeling better when u stay away from me? Can finally get focus on your work? Or the worst is u can finally stay with her in peace.. I can't say u cheating as u always told me we broke up not longer lover.. A movie, a date at the beach, going to pasar malam.. Every thing I wish I can do it with u as lover instead of friend.. I keep telling my self not think so much, I will know one day, but that is really hard to do it.. At least I still can speak out by sending message to this number kind of talking to u.. Don't know how u will feel and respond when u saw all this.. There is no u-turn for every thing.. But now, I know I still miss you..
There is nothing we can talk about or having a conversation any more right.. Feel so sad for that but that is the truth happening and u think that is the right thing to do.. So I need to be with it and get used to it.. Apologise, care and concern is some thing doesn't need any more.. Another dead end for me.. Take care my dear, love you always..
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