Here I'm again. After 9 months, roll back. What happen in the past happen now. I'm here talk to the invisible man again, a phone number belong to u. Hoping u will read all the message I sent u before. U know how it feels, I know how it feels. Why we still doing this to each other? Because I can't let go? Or u wan to keep me as alternative? May be friendship is the thing u cherish the most.
I can't make u feel happy or comfortable any more. In between us too much obstacle. Happen 2nd time, every moment I told my self I should let go. No matter is love or as what ever it is. But deep my heart always say no. Always find a reason to leave but always can find another reason to stay. I wan every thing u do is do it to me. May be is te jealousy or I wan to control. Is too much right?
I do not know what I saying any more. I wan u to be happy, but I wan to be with u at the same time. No matter what u have done I still love u very much I do not know why. I tot u will be waiting but when I turn my self to u, u gone. I know bit and pieces of u still love me. Just not as much. But can u move all the loving feeling to me again just like what u do before?
I do what ever it takes to go back to that loving moment. I wan to know I wan to clarify, yet I'm scared. I scare to blow off every thing again just like how u respond to me today. Why don't u go to him and I take care of her. How painful when I saw that line. Are u really mean it or just wan to get ride of me? I don't wan what I'm talking any more. Full stop here.
Love u always.
I can't make u feel happy or comfortable any more. In between us too much obstacle. Happen 2nd time, every moment I told my self I should let go. No matter is love or as what ever it is. But deep my heart always say no. Always find a reason to leave but always can find another reason to stay. I wan every thing u do is do it to me. May be is te jealousy or I wan to control. Is too much right?
I do not know what I saying any more. I wan u to be happy, but I wan to be with u at the same time. No matter what u have done I still love u very much I do not know why. I tot u will be waiting but when I turn my self to u, u gone. I know bit and pieces of u still love me. Just not as much. But can u move all the loving feeling to me again just like what u do before?
I do what ever it takes to go back to that loving moment. I wan to know I wan to clarify, yet I'm scared. I scare to blow off every thing again just like how u respond to me today. Why don't u go to him and I take care of her. How painful when I saw that line. Are u really mean it or just wan to get ride of me? I don't wan what I'm talking any more. Full stop here.
Love u always.
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