July, is here. A month I always get very excite to because is my birthday month. Present, celebration. Every thing make me happy.
Another mile stone archive. I have found my real core problem why am I still can't move on. You, just icing on the cake. Finally, I drive my self away from you. Yes, I do feel sad when ever I think about you, simple as you are my love of my life. I loved you with all I can, I believe you was the same but thing doesn't turn out great.
Your future is not related to me any more, either good or bad. I done my best to make you and your life the best and we live that through. As you say, you got nothing to hiding, for me is you chose not to share. That's part of our perspective difference. No matter how, you play a very important role in my life.
Because of you, effect my choice or decision make me who am I today.
Because of you, I live my life in a different way, out of my expectation.
Because of you, I know that I should love my self more.
Because of you, I got to know I'm too stubborn to change my love one to the one in my imagination.
Because of you, I learnt every one need love and put my self in their shoe.
Because of you, i realise there is much more for me to treasure.
Most important out of all is I know this is not the end. There is so much possibility and opportunities to be explore, develop.
Thanks for being apart of my life, is time to shine and bring my self to whole new level. Shine and tough like a diamond, grace and sweet like a Princess, wise and knowledgeable like a book, nurture and behave like a women.
I might look back occasionally, that's just being me. I'm might not strong enough and being emotional, that's just being me. I'm might not smart or wise enough to, that's the chances I can continue learnt and grow.
The objective is: To be with some one better, first you need to be a better person.
I'm who I'm. Just get better and better.
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