Enlighten

14 April 2015

Feel so much lighter now. Such a burden or past finally can put it down and move on.

Yes, I do miss you and you sneak in to my mind unexpectedly. Well, at least I don't feel that much of pain and more easier for me to put my attention back on what I suppose to do.

I will be a better person. For my own future, even my future family, lover or partner. No one can love your self for you. Is your choice. You should deserve it.

God close the door but He will open another window for you. Look outside, better life or future awaits. Set the goals, make sure no matter it take, don't get distract and lost middle of no way. I been that stage and it sucks. This experience is a great lesson, when in that situation, only will feel miserable, but now different. I can look back and tell my self, I can do this nothing can stop me and learn from mistake or regrets. Do better next time.

Every one in your life mean some thing for you. They are there for a reason. Just like the wrong choice I made, I gain so much friends and people willing to give me a hand when I feeling down, depress. I really appreciate you all be by my side. If I did or say some thing mean, please forgive me. I really grateful to have you all.

Focus on self development. Eventually I will met the one who have same understanding, maturity and willing to compromise for our future. Relationship is not about love, he/she suppose to be your partner, best friend, mentor and etc. A relationship can keep inspire and support each other.

Thank you for giving me so much memories in common, time for me to create my own awesome moment. No regrets. I still will love you always, is not about being together, but live our life in different and better way.