27 March 2015
Outside raining. This used to be our favourite moment that can cuddle and asleep. But now, every thing different. You drive your self away from me, you change all your habit to whole new level, every thing about you I'm no longer a part of it.
You always ask why am I thinking so much. I'm trying not to but I feel so insecure. The only thing calm me down still thinking about you and all our sweet moment and how much you used to love me.
I don't dare to ask how much love you left for me. Till now I think from little to none. She have you, I'm just a ex. But you are my every thing. I don't know how to let you feel my love again, while you n her getting better. I wan to be selfish, don't wan you move on, be with me. But at the same time I wan you be your self and do things that make you happy.
So complicate and I have no idea how to deal with it. I don't wan to believe you wan to be different path way with me. I made mistake, I wan to fix it. But one hand can't clap. All the small details I can see you have make up your mind. Still I trying very hard to get back our moment.
I'm trying to put my self together and stay strong until u think I'm the one. For now, it hurts but I'm gonna wait until you say please leave me alone.
Love you always. ❤
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