23 March 2015
I'm doing the compilation what is here and the other number. While doing that, i really going through where u been. All the pain and tears when u know your love one is going out and loving the other person.
May be the way I let go will be the same as you. When u decided in relationship with her. Let go doesn't mean I gave up on loving u. I still love you very much. After we been through so much still we can't make it. I keep blame my self that make the wrong choice and when I have chance I didn't appreciate it and cause me today.
I can't stop crying when I think about how thin is the chances we will get back together and all this time the one u thinking is not me any more. I wish I can turn back the clock and undo every thing. But I can't. I won't able to. I wish I know the way to let u love me back. I just clueless as you are last time.
U been trying for 6 months since June 2014. Until January 2015, u decided to gave up when I make the choice. When I realise I took a wrong step and look back, you no longer there.
Now, that's kill me. I really wan to be with u again, but I have to keep telling my self that's is not possible. U n her loving each other and getting better. I just miserable ex gf wan to be love again.
Princess have to learn to be alone and stay strong. No matter how, I still love u very much and I really wan u to be happy. If I'm in pain and suffer can get u happiness I willing to do so. As Michael say, being victim and telling ppl how miserable am I is not gonna help and make me look like an idiot begging for love and sympathy.
My dear, love u always.
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