20 March 2015
Come back home after long day. The only thing come to my mind is I miss you. Miss you badly. Don't how to express how much I love u and miss you. I won't hide my feeling in here. The place have so much feelings.
I do think about u n her, wondering how's thing going between u n her. Is there any chance u won't make it with her and u need my hug. The other side, I wan u to be happy and I shouldn't be pushy. Listen to songs and cry is the only way I can release my true feelings.
Another torturing part is waiting for your msg. I'm so happy when I read those u send me to tell me how are you. Small but make me happy.
I talked to pei wen all this time, when I miss you, when I think about us, think about what u doing, how u doing. She ask me let go. Shouldn't stay and sticking around any more. You don't have heart for me any more, why should stay. Leave, better choice.
But my heart say no, I wan be with you. Is that true if you love some one although you both can't be together but at least the one happy and you should let go? Any one actually keep holding on the love and don't give up? Are you wan me to give up as well? Please tell me.
Don't know what to say any more. Bad mood again. Just like u last time, I wish you will love me and be with me again. I'm sorry for every thing I did. I didn't see all the rational behind every thing u did.
Love you always.
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