Wake up

"Thing got worse. Happy?" "I gave up every thing already, just leave me."

I'm angry, jealous, sad, all sort of feeling mix together.

I been waiting for you. You have some thing can't let go, you don't want to face it. I jealous every time you spend time with her, wonder why I didn't get a chance like that?

Okay. I know I went wrong direction again. My brain or me gonna split into 2 already. Super contradictive. The positive, move on part suppose to overcome the other side. But the fact is so damn hard. I went crazy, trace down and imagine all the possibility when, how you both together.

I sick of it but it so out of control. The self control part really need to improve.

Josephine Lim Tian Hui, wake up and look at the fact. The following suppose to plant deeply and fully understand, hence put your 100% effort to make it work.

1. He already told you to stop every thing and stay away from him and his love.
2. He already gave up what's between us and make thing clear, no more talk is needed.
3. You asked him to follow his heart, now he choose to be with her and leave you alone. You should understand and leave.
4. You are not him princess anymore, he got his darling and every thing happen to you, used to belong to you, is her's now.
5. Stop thinking you still have chances to be with him. You will not, and never be.
6. Your goals is to leave, do not let your loving heart took over.
7. You love him, but he don't. 
8. You not ready to fall in love until you be a better person. The one is waiting some where out there.

 Move on, bitch. You not the one. Face it and suck it in. You tried, and you failed.