18 March 2015
Well, after all I miss you. That's all I can say. According our afternoon conversation, seem like you taking a separate path. I was refuse to believe it. Things different now. I got very touch while you still worry about how I feel and all the real intension behind what u trying to do to keep us together. But same time you keep distance, don't wan me have hope or misunderstood your intension.
You say up to me how to think about it, is very true. I won't avoid any thing about u but instead I will look up and face what coming next. I realise what I have did wrong all this while and nothing can fix the past. We have to look forward right.
I grateful u found some one can let you move on. I will move on by my self. Find a piece of my self and start put together. I won't hide my feeling towards u any more, but will find another way to share or talk about it. Avoiding is not an option. Should learn to face it and make up mind.
U know, some time I have that thoughts u actually still love me but u decided not show me, keep it by your self and let the time goes by and you hope u can forget about it.
Just wan to share this. I still love you, I won't forget about u, u was big part of my life and still I need to live on without u. I let my self flooded in your kindness and sweetness and keep those great memories. I love you once and love you forever in different kind of love.
I'm might not the best, not the last, not the greatest gf ever but I did my best in every thing expect 2 things. Believe and confident in our relationship. I do regrets why am I realise and understand thing so late, I got blinded by jealousy. I apologise for all the circumstances.
Sincerly, your princess for once.
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